Toron kau lah!!

Again, tajuk xde kena mengena dgn entry.. Rasa mcm sedap disebut.. Suka hati aku la kan nak letak tajuk apa.. **larikk..

Aku dah balik Mantin.

Aku kan wanita gigih yang suka menyusahkan diri sendiri dan juga membazir duit sendiri demi mendapatkan kasih sayang... **ayat aku memang x nak kalah.. Dan juga x sedar diri..

Oh..oh... Nifas aku dah abes kuar. So, aku ishtiharkan diri sendiri dah abes pantang walaupon mak aku paksa aku telan Jamu lagi..

FIRST ANNIVESARY di selangi oleh drama air mata oleh RATU PROPAH ILOT.

Jangan kata hadiah. Sambut pon tidak. Mohd Rafi lepas balik keje pukul 9pm terus repair moto orang sampai 12.30 malam. Aku siap dah tertido lagi tunggu dia.

Pastu dia kejut ajak makan. Lepas makan, aku amek hadiah bagi kat dia. Terus baring mengadap dinding. Nanges.

Mohd Rafi kiss pipi kiri kanan dgn dahi sambil ucap Terima Kasih. Terus aku nangis lagi.

Mohd Rafi dah rasa bersalah. Banyak kali dia tanya kenapa nanges? . Banyak kali jugak mintak maaf sebab dia kata sepanjang kawen dia banyak bagi masalah kat aku. Pastu kiss pipi lagi.

So, nanges lagi mengadap dinding. Sebab, aku x sampai hati nak tengok mata Mohd Rafi. Nanti lagi sedih..
Tapi dia pusingkan aku baringkan atas lengan dia sambil peluk kuat2.
So apa lagi? Makin sedih la kan?..
Haah.. Nangis lagi..

Dah mcm drama hindustan pulak aku rasa..

Bila fikir2 balik. Dia xde la teruk sangat.. Kadang2 time aku malas ataupun busy tulis programming, dia masakkan, kemas rumah, sapu sampah. Siap basuh kain dgn sidai skali. Hebat x??? Hahaha...tentula x hebat pon.. Aku saje sedapkan hati sendiri...

Eh, ada lagi satu, kalau kete aku rosak aku tunggu dia je tengokkan.. Sikit2 boleh la dia betulkan, kalau yang complicated dia suh anta kedai jugak.. Service kete pon suh dia je..

Aritu beli mesin basuh, dia angkat sorang2 okeh dari bawah rumah ke atas. Rumah aku tingkat 1. Hebat x Mohd Rafi boleh angkat Mesin basuh sorang2?? HEBAT KAN??

Kadang2 time aku gedik nak mampus aku suruh dia dokong dari ruang tamu ke bilik. Mcm dah xde kaki nak berjalan kan?? Suka hati akak la okeh akak nak bermanja dengan laki akak..

Ok..sudah2 la tu ilot...........SEKIAN.

Flying Over Here!

Hik.. Akak kat johor okeh.

Semalam Mohd Rafi bebel kat akak okeh. Sebab akak buat keputusan last minute tetiba nak balik Johor.

Well... Akak kan sewel.. Pukul 7.30ptg baru naik bas balik johor. Pukul 11 baru sampai. Akak suruh Mohd Rafi amek kat Larkin..

Dia kata, dalam pantang sibuk nak jalan2 time malam..

Sebenarnya, akak ingat akak balik tu nak celebrate our first annivesary, which is TOMORROW!!

Akak dah beli okeh hadiah utk Mohd Rafi, walaupon akak tau akak bakal x dapat apa2 langsung!.. Sah2 awal2 lagi dia cakap dia pokai.. Keji nak mampus!!
Tapi akak beli hadiah murah je uollss.... Akak bagi dia boxer dgn Tshirt renoma.. Akak pon x mampu nak beli hadiah mahal.. Lagipon perlu ke akak belikan hadiah mahal sedangkan dia x beli apa2 untuk akak??

X perlu ye uols nak sedapkan hati akak dgn bagitau 'nanti ada suprise'... X de maknanya okeh!.. Akak kenal Mohd Rafi tu.. koser dia nak bagi hadiah kat akak...

Xpe la... the thought that count kan??

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVESARY TO US!! 6/4

Embarassing moment..

Okeh, uols tengok ONE IN A MILLION last night??

I'm a bit ashame to admit this.. But, I think I LIKE TOMOK..

You know, what he did for Rihanna Song is genius!!

Akak suka uollss... OK, may be he is not the best singer ever, tapi lagu umbrella tu jadi Best kan??

So, CD Owner : LEt's vote for TOMOK, orang tempat ko...

Hari tidak la tension mana...

Okeh.. Aku sedikit tension di sini.

Supervisor aku suruh tukar coding lagi. Pitam okeh!!. Dia x tau ke aku ni terkial2 nak tulis coding program baru?

Kedua:

DRAGON BALL EVOLUTION ADALAH SUCKS!!

Bukan je jalan citer dia lain dari Manga/komik dia. Character dalam tu pon lain..

Ok. I am a big fan of Dragon Ball manga okeh. Aku dah baca from cover to cover dari Buku 1 sampai 43. I saw Goku dari dia kecik sampai dia tua dapat cucu.

Tapi movie ni sangat dissapointed. And what's wrong with Chi chi asyik tunjuk Breast je dalam movie ni?? Nampak cheap and desperate okeh.

ANd the Most Disspointed thing is... kenapa?? Kenapa yamcha X hensem?? Aku keciwa mcm nak hentak kepala kat dinding. Yamcha adalah sangat hensem dalam manga/komik... Tapi ini......
Kepada die hard fan Dragon Ball........... Sila jangan tengok... Nnt uolls tengok sambil mengalirkan air mata mcm akak...**larikkkk..

P/s My Second favourite manga is Slam Dunk. Mitsui adelah sangat Hensem. Dan Sakuragi Hanamichi adalah sangat LUCU dan Rokawa sangat COOL...

Tips of the day!

Note to self : Tips of living alone after miscarriage:

1. Try not to think as much that I am living alone.

2. Try not to imagine cerita-cerita ngeri dalam kepala.. Especially bila tengok berita tentang orang mati kena bunuh kat dalam rumah..

3. Try not to read anything about pregnancy or married people or baby or perhaps, love story.

4. Try not to watch Keliwon every thursday > you'll end up sit at the corner of the bed and sleep with the light open.

5. Try to spend as much as time on going out. > Even if you got nothing to buy in shopping complex. Pretend that you have something to buy by looking at the stuff from rack to rack.

6. Try to sms or called friend as much as you could > which not relevan since I dont have friends who is FREE all day.. like ME.

7. Try not to think yourself as a LOSER. Think of LONE RANGER. >thanks fiza for the word!

8. Try not to think youself as Bernasib Malang.. Anyway, living alone? what worse can it be kan?? >> Ok, kata2 sedapkan hati..

9. Read as much as possible. Dont read anymore fiction story books!.. Once you start, you can never STOP!

10. DO your RESEARCH!!!

11. Try to go back to kampung as much as possible..> even if you can't see your husband, you still can see your mom right? It's a good thing..

12. Try to chat a lot in Yahoo Messenger.

13. Try to think 10 things to do when both of you living together. Make a list in your diary if you can.

14. Try to think the good? or best? memory when you are together > Stop playing the memory of being in UK in your brain. It will not helping you!

15. Just STOP HOPING for miracle to come.. This is not a cinderella movie or snow white or Marry a rich man..