Note to self : Tips of living alone after miscarriage:
1. Try not to think as much that I am living alone.
2. Try not to imagine cerita-cerita ngeri dalam kepala.. Especially bila tengok berita tentang orang mati kena bunuh kat dalam rumah..
3. Try not to read anything about pregnancy or married people or baby or perhaps, love story.
4. Try not to watch Keliwon every thursday > you'll end up sit at the corner of the bed and sleep with the light open.
5. Try to spend as much as time on going out. > Even if you got nothing to buy in shopping complex. Pretend that you have something to buy by looking at the stuff from rack to rack.
6. Try to sms or called friend as much as you could > which not relevan since I dont have friends who is FREE all day.. like ME.
7. Try not to think yourself as a LOSER. Think of LONE RANGER. >thanks fiza for the word!
8. Try not to think youself as Bernasib Malang.. Anyway, living alone? what worse can it be kan?? >> Ok, kata2 sedapkan hati..
9. Read as much as possible. Dont read anymore fiction story books!.. Once you start, you can never STOP!
10. DO your RESEARCH!!!
11. Try to go back to kampung as much as possible..> even if you can't see your husband, you still can see your mom right? It's a good thing..
12. Try to chat a lot in Yahoo Messenger.
13. Try to think 10 things to do when both of you living together. Make a list in your diary if you can.
14. Try to think the good? or best? memory when you are together > Stop playing the memory of being in UK in your brain. It will not helping you!
15. Just STOP HOPING for miracle to come.. This is not a cinderella movie or snow white or Marry a rich man..
