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ok thanks for the concern about my previous post..

I'm okay now. Good to know that I still have friends that can cheer me up..

I actually plan to book hotel room to reduce the tense.

Then I plan to bake a layer cake. I bought all the ingredients. And forgot 1 most important ingredient. Eggs. Damn!..

I think my PMS is coming!

I am torn..

I am torn. God knows why.

I need a theraphy! I am SAD..


I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore

Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn